What a way to waste a life.

Stand up.
Walk out.

How do you know what will happen when you do…
What you never,
ever,
do.

Close your eyes and listen to music.
You will soon realise the torment when you can no longer hear the music.
It should not be a difficult activity to appreciate reasoning in music and yet I am blinded by the splinters of my mind.
Is it so unnatural to yearn for something that is quite distant from reality. To yearn for something that is beyond desire’s elasticity.
Why is the vision of an eternal green ever so deniable?
Why do the mountains seem so high when the universe is so big?
Is it wrong to punish oneself in a vision, to see whispering petals and winds that cry with passion.
My strength is all but lost and I know not where to find it.
I’ll look behind my dream because It is unfair to myself to deny my simple wishes.
Forever more will the world decay, forever more.

Over the hills,
Through the trees,
Grass,
Sand, water and sky.

An eternal wonder of what might be.

An astonishment and bewildering drive,
Shot with fire and passion,
The will to know more,
To find that inner key,
to unlock that door.

Smell the air,
The fresh, sweet, smell of spring,
Reach out and give in to it all.

Plunge into the unknown,
discover anew.

Look at your hands,
Feel the world slip through them and let realisation secure you.

Climb the rope to the top of the mountain,
Dig through to the core,
Sail the oceans.

Let life flow through your veins,
It’s a joy,
It’s amazing,
It’s worth waking for.

Let the blood rush to your cheeks,
stand firm and strong,
Till the last breath.

She’ll take us in the end.
And it will be gone.

Lets have a dream,
Lay by me,
We’ll go make a raft,
And float in the sea,
No thought for a tragedy,
Just bliss upon bliss,
The coconut haze,
The sand on our feet,
No snow, the sleet,
No wind nor rain,
Just time that passes,
Passes us by,
To the beat of our heart and the pace of our mind,
No train to be tracking,
No plane to be soaring,
Just sea,
Just the beach,
Just the grass within reach,
The sand,
Our grain,
Eager but not vain,
To just be ourselves,
To just once be supreme,
To be yours,
To be mine,
For eternity.

Oh please,
Let it be,
For i yearn to be free,
To sail, to surf, to glide, to fly,
To yell out the words,
I’m happy to be,
I can see,
I’m not blind,
I’m not deaf,
I’m not ill,
I live,
I’m here,
I’m now,
I’m yours,
World come and hug me,
I promise i adore you,
I’ll be yours,
You be mine,
Through the space and time,
And beyond.
Let’s be free…
For eternity.

So it’s waiting and i’m screaming now
It’s calling and I’m wanting, everything
Is shit, to be stuck,
To be lost in a rut.

We’re thinking together and breathing as one, thought
I could be with it day and night,
But I was wrong,
The man is blocking my sun.