The wave of denial.

Inhibition won’t win this battle,
To take you around the next bend,
To wrap you around yourself,
To stand up against all odds.

Purity, evanescence, vigilance.
Communicate inwards…
Become kinetic.

It’s a break from yourself.
Absence.
Unregistered.

Beaten to the beat,
Re-folded and disarmed.
…

And breathe.

I’ve got the irreversible,
It’s non rewindable,
And I ate shit putting up with it.
Give me a day where I haven’t got to smile…
Prick, suck, fucking ouch…
Mindplosion,  muscle twitching… fucking insane,
There’s no grip without a grip on IT.

Fucking stuck with it,
Anti-fucking I dunno.

Here we are
And we all forgot to say we’re sorry.
Nevermind, we’ve got a tonne of shit.

What a way to waste a life.

Stand up.
Walk out.

How do you know what will happen when you do…
What you never,
ever,
do.

Close your eyes and listen to music.
You will soon realise the torment when you can no longer hear it.
It should not be a difficult activity to appreciate reasoning in music and yet I am blinded by the splinters of my mind.
Is it so unnatural to yearn for something that is quite distant from reality. To yearn for something that is beyond desire’s elasticity.
Why is the vision of an eternal green ever so deniable?
Why do the mountains seem so high when the universe is so big?
Is it wrong to punish oneself in a vision, to see whispering petals and winds that cry with passion.
My strength is all but lost and I know not where to find it.
I’ll look behind my dream because It is unfair to myself to deny my simple wishes.
Forever more will the world decay, forever more.